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What a long strange
trip it’s been. In January, I didn’t know what I was going to
do. I couldn’t decide if I wanted to do another triathlon, try
a 100 mile bike ride, or maybe confirm the thoughts of many that
I had lost my mind, and go for the marathon. As you all know, I
lost my mind and ran the Mayor’s Midnight Sun Marathon, in
Anchorage, Alaska on June 18th.
We arrived in
Anchorage on a beautiful Thursday. We dawdled around trying to
take in the sights and relax for the first two days. We had
dinner at a place recommended by a friend, called Humpy’s.
Great food, great atmosphere, if you’re ever in Alaska, I
recommend it whole-heartedly.
Friday, we had
our great pasta dinner to kick off our Team in Training
activities. During the dinner, we were informed that as a whole
Team in Training for this race had raised over 5 million dollars
to fight Leukemia, Lymphoma and other blood related cancers.
It’s awesome to have contributed my small portion to that
success. Our “keynote” speaker was a woman who lost her husband
to leukemia a few years ago. She’d never been an athlete, she
barely ran down the block to get her daughter but after her
husband passed away, she saw this as a great way to support the
Society, and honor her husband. She was out there with us on
Saturday, and I wouldn’t be surprised if she was faster than I.
J
The race
morning was damp. But the rain held off… until about a minute
before the start. I ran the first ten miles with my Seattle
posse’, we were chuggin’ along, whipping out nine and a half
minute miles steadily. But at ten miles, my stress fracture
took over. No, my shin was awesome, it didn’t hurt a bit but
the lack of training that it had caused slowed me immensely. As
I ran, with my thoughts racing to those names on my back,
feeling thankful that my pain was gone, and knowing that those
honored teammates where the ones who really had battled through
the tough times, a woman ran beside me, we sort of shuffled
along for a quarter mile or so and I said, “It’s still better
than a spinal tap!” She said, “I know, I’ve had them!” She was
a survivor, out there on the course, turning in mile after mile,
proving that cancer may take some things away, but it also puts
new things in place. My next few miles were around 11 minutes.
At mile 15, I caught up with one of the “Seattle Posse’” and we
ran together till the end. As we rounded the corner at mile 25,
at Westchester Lagoon, we ran past a woman, who’d obviously been
standing in the rain for hours holding up a sign that said, “I’m
a Leukemia Survivor.” My thoughts we gone, it was all I could
do to reach out and give her a quick five as we ran past, and
thank her for coming out and supporting us. As we came into the
high school stadium and crossed the finish line, it was such an
awesome feeling of relief, pain, elation, frustration and pride.
Relief, because it was done. Pain, because my body had been
stretched to its limits. Elation, because I had reached a goal
that I set a long time ago. Frustration, because it was 5 hours
and not the 4 hours that my mind still thinks my body can do.
And pride because we were able to do this. This race wasn’t
about me. It was about the 32 names on my back and the hundreds
of cancer patients you’ve come in contact with.
Thank you
again for your support. I don’t know what I’ll do next year,
but it will no doubt be something that will push me to extremes.
Here are a
couple of pictures from the weekend…
Sean
Here's another letter I sent at the end of my 2005 season... |
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With your help, I did it. I
really and truly did it. I finished the Mayor’s Midnight Sun
Marathon in Anchorage, Alaska on June 18, 2005. I didn’t win.
Ok, don’t feel bad for me, because in my opinion even the guy
who finished first didn’t win. The ones who win are the people
who’s lives have been saved and improved through the research
conducted by the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. People like my
honored teammate Stacey, who is officially cured of her
leukemia, and Megan who is thriving during her treatment for
leukemia because of a drug called Gleevec, developed by Dr.
Brian Druker with funds from the Leukemia and Lymphoma
Society. The winners are people like my mom, and the others
who have been touched by these and other cancers. |